January 14, 2011
The Good: HE said SHE said...
"You were awakened because there is something you have to do, people to meet, places to see, enjoy life. So I hope you realize that everything will be fine and truly believe it."
"I read your blog & find it very insightful. Your experience has opened my eyes to see things I have not seen in awhile, if not ever’"
The Bad: Cancer is "IN YOUR FACE"!
Sure, it's silent while it grows inside you, feeds off you, but then when it hits it hits you hard physically and emotionally, strips you down to nothing, taking pieces of you along the way... it then forces you to stand up, only to be knocked down again, which I find quite rude... Sometimes I play the "La La La La La" game where you can't hear them, while other times I want to take their hand and slam it in the door they so desperately want me to knock on.
The What the ??: I’m in the back of a pick-up truck making out with this guy under a plastic tarp listening to a heavy metal band playing a few yards away... I move on to the house party where Justin Timberlake (no, I’m not a fan) catches my eye... even though he has 3 legs and navy blue size 7 sneakers (yes, 3 of them), I’m oddly attracted... Me and Justin end up turning into sci-fi creatures and then it gets really freaky... but he’s a much better kisser than the cowboy dude in the truck earlier which was nice.
Why can’t I just dream about sunsets and bunny rabbits??
Lessons Learned: Sometimes you need something or someone to get IN YOUR FACE in order to get the strength to slam doors and fight back... I do truly believe that I’ll be fine.
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